I've been in Maitland/Orlando for the past three days and my phone has been on and off, and now currently dead, so I'm really sorry if you've tried to get in contact with me or something.

Ugh I really hate that I can never fall asleep. I knew it would happen tonight, and I've literally been staring at the ceiling thinking WAY too much and overanalyzing alot of very dumb things along with chainsmoking. My nerves have been shot because of the train ride, definately not what I thought it would be, it made me a nervous wreck. I'm still a little bit of a wreck but being around friends is really cheering me up, I'm glad I came down here. I really like it here.

On a happy note, I got a dinosaur bed sheet! <3


When it comes down to it, I can't tell if I'm just depressed or what. There's still alot going through my head when it comes down to my current situation at home and school and just troubles dealing with myself. I had a really terrible discussion with a friend tonight, and it really.... I can't tell if it made me jealous or what. We were discussing our sex lives, which I have absolutely nothing slightly resembling one, and that's one thing I'm really thinking way too much about at the moment. I mean jesus, am I really that unattractive? Sometimes I feel like I'm too fucking gay, I swear, that's been the case numerous times. It seems like noone really likes effeminate guys too often, but I'm going a little over the top with that statement. Another thing is the fact that some really sensitive topics have just been tapped into and discussed all weekend, so my brain is overloaded with a heavy amount of anxiety and it's just leading me into this spiraling wave of self-deprecation. What's making it worse is the fact that I can't fall asleep, and a major problem this weekend was the fact that I've been really deprived of sleep. I mean, sure, people are going through worse things in life and I haven't yet hit the bottom of the barrel yet, I just... meh. I can't believe all of this is still bothering me, but like I said, I'm really just overanalyzing dumb shit because of my own sleeplessness.


Why can't I just fall asleep already?

does the statement:

"Ohhhhhhh you're makin me yiffy."

either A. make you bust out laughing or B. want to strangle someone?



idk could just be me. :S I hate furry terms.

mood: haha music: MGMT - Kids

Hi, I'm a 19 year old college student who lives with his parents and filed his 2007 tax returns since I had a job ALL year last year. My parents still file me as a dependent. However, I DO NOT have a job now and haven't since the beginning of 2008.


Will I still get a stimulus check?

mood: curious

I started noticing something weird. I've actually been posting on LJ alot more recently. I'm not sure why this is, or what the cause of it is, but maybe it's because I have ALOT more free time in regards to not having a job etc etc. I don't even count my college courses as hectic anymore because they're all online this quarter, so I basically sit on my ass 24/7 and look up music videos on Youtube and Pitchfork.tv.

I also sold my Wii! It went for $360 with 60 for shipping since I have to ship it to some American citizen in South Korea tomorrow afternoon. Won't that be fun! I also sold a video game for around $86 dollars, so that paid for my train ticket to Orlando as a whole! Ohhhh and tomorrow, I get my lip pierced FINALLY. For only 30 bucks!


Did I tell you guys? My round-trip train ticket cost me

$65.47.

Also, I bought some new garbs:



   <------ This one will be fun to wear to a show one day, haha.



I really needed some new tee shirts, for real.

mood: awake music: Teenage Bad Girl - Cocotte (Boys Noize rmx)

http://discodust.com/files/Altair%20Nouveau%20-%20Sorcerer.mp3

http://discodust.com/files/Altair%20Nouveau%20-%20Space%20Fortress.mp3

http://discodust.com/files/Altair%20Nouveau%20-%20Cosmos.mp3


Check em out, I can't get Sorcerer out of my head.

music: Altair Noveau - Sorcerer

Why are furries so obsessed with trance, happy hardcore and classic rock?


It's just something I don't understand! Someone explain it to me.

mood: confused music: Digitalism - Pogo

I'm gonna be at Elliot's on the weekend of May 9th just so you know, so if anyone sees me, catch me a holla.



I should be in Orlando for a bit, still gotta set my train schedule! <3 but chyeah.



I'll be there. Ha ha.

music: Marie Möör - Pretty Day

Hi, my name is Travis, I'm a 19 year old college student who lives in the Savannah area. I've been attending conventions such as FWA and AC since 2006, starting with Furloween in late 2005. Not very long, I know, but I suppose that's more than enough initiative in the furry fandom to consider me cool without whipping my dick out everywhere, right? I hope so.


I'm a real sweetheart and eventhough I might put myself out to be a blatant hard-ass over the phone and on AIM sometimes, I can assure you I'm nothing but a nice guy who tries to do nothing but please his friends and make sure they're happy.

As you can tell, my character is a qt dinosaur, say hi to him.


I'm attending Anthrocon '08, so feel free to charge up and say hi to me as well! :]


Nevertheless, my AIM is on my profile, if you've added me and I don't have you on my friend's list, hop on it.


<3

Man, after going to that Bricks show at Sweet Melissa's, I've totally rediscovered my love for 77 punk and shit that's not so gutterpunk thank god, as much as I love Charles Bronson and No Cash, I really need to start getting real here seriously.


I love you Cock Sparrer, I missed you.


Oh Poly Styrene, what would I have done with you.


And yes, John Doe, I haven't forgotten about you either.



OH GLORY MISS MOREY I THINK I'VE BEEN RELEASED.

ALSO EVERYONE BUY IN RAINBOWS BY RADIOHEAD IT'S A VERY GOOD ALBUM

music: Cock Sparrer - Argy Bargy

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&Item=220228078274

EVERYONE PULL A lace FURBID AND JACK THIS SHIT UP so some stupid motherfucker on ebay will buy it for $350 plz.


Also, going to see the bricks play at sweet melissa's tonight. Hella excited.


Haha.

mood: bouncy

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=220228078274


If anyone is interested! Starting bid is 0.99!


Go crazy, I need money badddddd.

mood: excited music: Ghostland Observatory - The Band Marches On

http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQfgtpZ1QQfrppZ25QQsassZniftygamesetc


Anyone wanna partake in the celebration known as GIVING TRAVIS MONEY HURRRRRRR.



new icon by arcarc. :>

mood: calm

(12:58:24 AM) TravisValkhar: So this puppy play thing, it confuses me so much
(12:58:31 AM) TravisValkhar: why not just refer to it as slave-master?
(12:58:49 AM) TravisValkhar: It's pretty much the same thing.
(1:01:44 AM) Jeff: puppies are cute, slaves are black :(
(1:02:10 AM) TravisValkhar: y HAHAHdfjs ifdsf

mood: sassy music: Vitalic - La Rock 1

I'm so mad right now, and would you guys like to know why I'm mad?

This is no petty matter, this is no laughing matter

I ain't no ho ho



What I mean to say, is the fact that I fucking missed out on meeting the dude who DREW THE JURASSIC PARK LOGO.


He was in town >:| UGH.

music: Of Montreal - Suffer For Fashion

http://www.last.fm/user/TheRapetor/


Add me? :3